An Open Letter

Hey mang, thanks for getting back to me.
I must say that's quite the reaction. To be honest, I wrote that last entry in the bar last night and it took about two mins. It really wasn't intended as "sympathy inducing prose", though I suppose it could be seen that was, I just thought it was something to use in my blog. I'd like to think that people read these, but I'm aware that there are other things to do. But whether or not people read them has never really been the point. This is a pergutory for all of my thoughts, good and bad, but I will admit that getting any response does carry a certain sense of validation with it.

That being said, my move to the coast has put me in a pretty good head space. There's a sense of freedom here that I was missing in Calgary, it's just a slower pace. Now I'm not going to say that I'm completly reformed, lets be real, but if you look at the dates of the entries, I think, for the most part, they do get lighter in mood. And though it may seem that I'm too focused on addiction, to a degree I have to be. If I let my guard down, I might fall, and that's not something that I can afford to do.

Most of what's written here, it should be said, is with tongue planted firmly in cheek. (hopfully a 19 yr old blonde's ass cheek, but cheek nonetheless.)

I'm sorry if anyone has been taking this stuff as a real representation of my mind, it's just me clearing some of the cobwebs to make room for the more important things that I know I deserve.

Anyhow, that's all for now. Thanks to all for your prayers and feedback. May you all find happiness in the life giving light that radiates from all hearts.

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